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private2008.09.26 11:34
I was playing spider card game and listening bbc news 24 at the same time on my computer.
The main point of the debate started why it  is happening and how. There were many financial Experts all over the world. ( which is often done by BBC whenever they want to show off they are the only one broadcaster in this world that actually can DO this sort of broadcasting on LIVE. This fact is true, though.) Little bit later, the point shifted to the blame game and finished by sort of admission of western banking system's failure.
Somehow they just want to say this is an economic catastrophy, but the tone of speaking this situation is really doomed. The Westerners specifically Americans and other contries close to them seem to lost their control that they have been hold, or pretended to held for quite a while.  Also they seem to think some other power will replace their position and they persume it will be China. The same day, yesterday, while Americans tried to save their banking system getting consensus in their congress, Chinese shoot the third manned space ship. Watching those two events(!) at the same day on TV gave me enough impression how westerners accept current situation.
The contries in the continent Europe are seemingly less distracted by this situation and even blame Anglo-sexon's greediness habits of spending. They also added an opinion which is some sort of moral malfunction in terms of late consumerism culture is the problem that is mainly driven by Americans.
All those thoughts really get me to the Badiou's thought that I've been reading recently. I understood his idea as an modest approach after modern and post-modern period of bursting human intelligent and aftermath of losing that flamboyant confidence. There is some vague but common feeling whether it's the time to revisit communism in a slightly different sense. Some philosopher, like Badiou, claim themselves as an neo communist or don't deny their thought has a link to communism, could show general guide line, I think, which is less controversal for the westerners rather than accepting oriental communism based on their own (chinese) culture. 

Definitely, it is time that we need some sort of changes both material and mental way for the sake of save our daily life.
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private2008.09.20 12:33

Many westerners are curious about hot food culture in Korea.
Koreans have been brought up the environment that there is no chance to avoid hot taste in daily basis.
I should say even though Koreans are surrounded by these hot foods, some are not keen on them.
Like you, westerners, we, Koreans have various type of people living in our society.
However, Surely, Majority of Koreans love hot food.

Yesterday, someone said that if we've been exposed hot food so long time, we may loose our taste buds when we get older. But they are used to the 'subtle' taste, so they won't. Instantly I thought ' No way, your foods are so blend....that's not subtle. In addition, as you can distinguish the differences among the subtle tastes, we also can tell subtle hot from rubbish hot. They just can't think about any relatively exchangable situation in this world, sometimes.'

Yes, I'm complaining about the ignorance of the westerners on the whole.
I don't like such a hastly generalization, but something triggered me this time.
kind of fed-up situation.

I feel like overhearing these words:' hey you! Chill out!'
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private2008.09.18 16:55
Do you know what are you doing today?
I thought I knew mine but It seems I haven't got anything to do.
Today, I just get lost again feel disoriented.
Maybe It's just because of the pint of Guiness I had for lunch or maybe not....

In fact, since last month, Every happening seems so challenging in various direction.
I still couldn't figure it out when and how all these changes began.
I'm not looking for something to blame or giving it a scarlet letter. I just want to KNOW when and how it started objectively. It began, probabely, from the mement when I realized I couldn't live in the previous house any more or when I signed the contract for a new house after just  two viewings or when I just came back from the trip to Korea, which was the first visit after my grandmother's death.
Or It was just a chain reaction of unlucky thoughts that I've been holding on for a while or I'm just too tired to defend all the negative things for the sake of keeping my faith.

Whatever the reason It was,is, (it's very likely the last reason, though.) my Unlucky incidents happened and I'm living with those results at this moment.
Don't know when It will end, much worse, It would be a just prelude of other followings like a credit crunch situation in here now. I have a big decision ahead, which will effect many other choices I could have in the future whether I live here in UK or back to Korea.

Recently, after all these depressing experience, I have strong realization that I've been missing out every possible form of verbal communication with other human being. I need somebody who really cares me and vice versa. That is really pathetic end of thought process after all these troubles of seeking my true identity and career path to a success, I need just one who can take care of me!!!
No way. I can't finish this journey like this, can I?
There are a lot of behind stories about this feeling, but I won't let them throw on this page right now. Someday, I'll do it. little by little, step by step. For the sake of dusting off some thoughts in my head and leftover emotions in my heart. I think, I should make some room in order to let someone can engage in my life.

The point is that I realized someone is needed. This is terrifyingly scary. 
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